I knew what you wanted, and I know what you needā¦
I could feel it....though we had just met...intimate strangers...known only through words written across a moniter...intimate strangers...that shared secrets over the miles...over the wires...connections...phone lines...shared pieces of ourselves...pieces now drawing together to fill the whole.....
she was herā¦ from that first moment their eyes metā¦ they were oneā¦ strangers meeting, but alone in the crowdā¦ he had seen her picturesā¦ intimate and chasteā¦ but, from first sight her knew also that his suspicions were trueā¦ this woman had no concept, no acceptance of her true beauty and worthā¦Ā
she knew he had walked away from it allā¦ he would no longer be an image from afarā¦ she knew he had accepted the teaching post hereā¦ the time had come for him to share all he had learned and experienced with the new generationā¦ she knew all but so little of himā¦
i could smell the need....that acrid odor of sex denied for too long...of teasing gone beyond endurance....pheromones spewing forth....finding the one that will satisfy the urge....will quench the thirst.....
their initial touchingā¦ so intimate in the midst of the terminalā¦ eyes locked, speaking the volumesā¦ words on a screenā¦ the prelude to this dance that would take themā¦ toā¦
electric...the air was alive...sparks of lust dancing between us....hands wanting to explore...tongues wanting to taste....bodies aching to grind together in an obscene and abandoned dance.....losing ourselves in the love...in the passion......
and we....me....so unsure.....
quiet....
each lost in thoughts as the car drove through the city....traffic slow...impossibly slow...seeming to stop....to keep us from what must be....the drive mostly quiet....lost in thought....fear.....each in a world....unsure.....inane small talk.....i don't even recall the subject...mind racing...afraid to look into your eyes...afraid of what i might find there....only the heat in the pit of my stomach....the moisture soaking my panties....my scent..i know filling the car....announcing...screaming my desire for you...
they spoke of many thingsā¦ but those that must needs be understoodā¦ left unsaidā¦ each lost in the otherās presence but also in their own thoughtsā¦ for the last time? It had all the feelings of soā¦ it had all the promise of what each needed and wanted from the other and from the one of themā¦
and home.....
my hand shaking as i slid the key in the lock....as i opened the door....and allowed you a view of my private world......fear once again clawing at my heart.....what would you think?Ā how would you react?....
we sat quietly talking..eye contact on my part...avoided...trembling...and praying you didn't see...didn't notice how frightened i was....how utterly insecure...i was...just being in your presence.....how completely vulnerable......
her homeā¦ yes, he thoughtā¦ it is herā¦ it like her beauty compliments her and reflects her strengths and weaknessesā¦ her functional grace and deep beauty of her body, her soul all laid bare to him in a glanceā¦ her incredibly unnecessary insecurities so obvious in their demeanorā¦ she would, she must learn what he already knowsā¦ she must accept the reality of the her he perceivesā¦Ā
it is here that their destinies will be decidedā¦ the talk still not giving voice to all that is betweenā¦ the building tensions of unconcealed lust beginning to rage within eachā¦ but, still within two individualsā¦ though, this to was undergoing its own changesā¦ the evolution that was their dance well begunā¦
i got up to make you a drink.
...
standing there in the kitchen...my heart racing....my breath barely controlled....doing what i know by route.....filling the glass with ice.....and you....suddenly behind me...i didn't even see you move...your hands...your beautiful hands...softly...gently....pulling my hair aside.....gentle strokes...flowing across my shoulders....my breath caught....unable to release the air....unable to draw in new....
she leaves to break the spell and busy herself at familiar tasksā¦ he watches her retreat and cannot bare the partingā¦ he silently followsā¦ he needs to see her at her laborsā¦ observe her at simple mind numbing tasksā¦ as he comes up behind her his hands take on a life of their ownā¦ he must touch herā¦ intimately but chasteā¦ her hair, her beautiful neckā¦ unadorned, for nowā¦ he kneads her shoulders with his strong, knowing fingersā¦ feeling the tensions melt as is his desireā¦Ā
your hands....kneading my shoulders....my back....my body screaming....wanting to fold into your arms.....needing to be held....your body inches from mine.....familiar.....yet....so foreign....
and i turned...leaned against you....laid my head on your chest....could hear the soft murmur of your heart.....i could breath again....the air flowing to my lungs...bringing with it...your maddening scent.....
you hooked a finger under my chin...and raised my face to you....bent low to me...your lips..just brushing mine....
he lifts her chinā¦ brushes her lips with hisā¦ the tensions magnify not abateā¦ he can taste from this touch that her needs are as hisā¦. She fits his arms and he has known for so long she wouldā¦ their dance quickensā¦ in the stillness of their poseā¦
mY! god!Ā do you know what that first kiss did to me?Ā do you have any idea what that soft gentle motion caused within my body?...utter and complete chaos...i think i softly moaned...as your lips pressed so lightly....and i...so willing...so eager....so scared.....
i lost my knees...my heart thudded...my head grew light...and i thought surely i would not be able to stand another touch....that i would slip into oblivion....happily....knowing the taste of you...
.
your mouth...exploring mine...your tongue...flicking...experienced...bringing forth the passion...urging my body to respond....
and oh! god!Ā ...it did...
my hands slid up your chest....over your shoulders....around your neck.....fingers combing through your hair....body pressing to yours.....surrender complete.....to your will.....so natural....as if it was meant to be.....and of course..it was......
you broke that first embrace......
backing away from the intensity of that first embraceā¦ knowing that the tensions and needs would only quickenā¦ the surrenderā¦ so total and naturalā¦ the dance nearing completion in its evolution to foreverā¦ he returns to the living room, knowing she must follow and knowing of her need to be hisā¦ need to show them both the completeness of their growing onenessā¦ she would followā¦ she must as a sign of her acceptance of themā¦
the master of torment....you walked back to the couch...and i followed....your drink in hand....
how did i get on my knees before you?....i remember only that i was leaning into your lap...my cheek against your rising manhood.....asking....i remember asking what you desired....and i remember your response....
two words....spoken softly...tension rising.....
"taste me".....
you stood....i unbuckled your belt....unbuttoned your slacks...unzipped...and reached up to the beltline....pulling then down.....they gathered around your knees.....
and i kneeling....my gaze caught....i couldn't believe....
your cock...so beautiful....semi rigid....my mouth engulfing...sucking at you hungrily...my tongue cradling....stroking the underside of the shaft...lips pulling you into me....glorious!...rapture!...the taste of your sex flooding me....
my hands at your hips....stroking your ass...fingers digging into soft flesh..pulling you deeper into my eager mouth....and feeling you grow....feeling you harden against my tongue....sliding back my throat....
heaven...your cock...your hips pumping into my mouth....the surprise of how it felt...
cockhead mushroomed....shaft steel velvet....the base thick...oh god..so thick...my lips wide to accept it......your balls......tight against your body........
your hands gripping my head....your breath gasps...bending over me....your hands pulling me hard against you....hoarse whispers.....
"God, noooooo not yet....."
and the explosion in my mouth....sucking hard..your cock jerking...spilling the sweet nectars....pulling the sweet orgasm from you....drinking your pleasure in great gulps....hungry for more....swallowing every musky pulse...spilling not a drop.....
mine....yes...oh god yes....mine....the sweet taste of you....flooding my senses....my body screaming out for more....my hand gripping your cock...milking the last drop of your seed....tongue flicking...circling the tiny slit....your cock growing flaccid once again....
mine....yes..oh god yes....mine.....
his head begins to clear from the lust driven insanity she causedā¦ he asked and she responded in ways he now fully understandsā¦ the questions that plagued himā¦ drove him to this placeā¦
Unaskedā¦ no way to broach such a subject with an e-mail friendā¦ to close to the core of the journey they may have begunā¦ when they first began to use an instant messengerā¦ he thought, from her wordsā¦ spoken - unspoken to a him, she knew notā¦ so never the questions askedā¦ while both gave the answers as ghosts on the Netā¦ to one another?Ā But, so much left unsaidā¦. And thenā¦
his plane was met by only oneā¦ so many people coming going, greeting, departing, saying their hello/goodbyesā¦ but, only one thereā¦ her waiting for himā¦ and, he sawā¦ the driveā¦ he remembers her scentā¦ her nervousnessā¦Ā
his outward calmā¦ belying the inner knowingā¦ the inner knowingā¦ he could not wait to touch herā¦ innocentlyā¦ as she prepared his drinkā¦ knowing that between them, never would there be innocenceā¦Ā
his touchā¦ her responseā¦ the die was castā¦ his orderā¦ merely a requestā¦ her responseā¦ her need, her desireā¦ unspokenā¦ no need for wordsā¦ between them, ever againā¦Ā
he draws her up into his arms and they both knowā¦ without words the both acceptā¦ she is Hisā¦ she is Hisā¦ no questionā¦ He is the One she has soughtā¦ she has found her Oneā¦ her eyes tell Him what He has knownā¦Ā
They are Oneā¦ nowā¦ foreverā¦ united, totally as Oneā¦ foreverā¦
